Regarless...

... of leaving my job, I've had a good week. My husband gave me a simple but sweet Valentine's Day. Ash has been in a good mood lately. I also think I've been a better mommy and played with him more, so that he would stop weeping. Hubby and I ran around yesterday and got some errands done. I had a job offer by a recent employer, but decided I didn't want to do that job. I haven't decided for sure if I want to get a job right away or just wait till Fall and go to school. I think I want to go for Pharmacy Tech. My dad has kind of talked me into it. It's a degree I can get at our community college and then get a job quickly in our hometown. I am very indecisive most the time so I haven't shared this information with anyone yet. Not even Dear Husband. He'll just expect me to change my mind....

Technically Fired

So my boss today tells me it isn't working out. Apparently, I don't interact with the children enough. What the FUCK does she know. She's not even in the room 75% of the time. She says I've asked for too many days off, called in and came in late. To be exact, I called in once because my son was sick. (Working in a day care I would think she would understand. They expect parents to come get their children when they're sick) I was late twice. One day my alarm didn't go off, which she knew the power went out in some places that night. And just the other day I was like 5 minutes late because my windows weren't completely defrosted. And I only asked to get off early once, and it was like 15 minutes. It's not like I loved the job. But it was perfect hours for me. It was decent money for the amount of hours. We just bought a new car. I don't know how I'll find another job in time. Everyone wish me luck. I've never been fired before. I really am an execptional worker and they don't know what they're losing.
Excuse my one curse word. I usually never curse, but I'm pretty upset.

New schedule

I just recently put Ash on a new schedule. I've heard that good, structured schedules help kids be more rested and happier. He has stayed on the eating and napping pretty well. There are days that he acts up and doesn't sleep when he should. Since I've had some trouble being happy with my life, lately, I decided to try a schedule of my own. I added an early exercise before work and certain hours everyday to get on the floor and play with my 13 month old. Yesterday I told my husband how I've been feeling. He offered to quit his job and stay home with Ash. (Hubby isn't ready to send his baby boy to daycare). So that would make me the full time worker. Expect I want to finish school, and doing both would be way to hard. So I'm going to work on this schedule, and I'm going to TRY to be happy. I think some days I bring the sadness on myself. I really hope this works out for me. I know it will be hard to stay on it. I had to put in certain times for school work and house work. I may switch them up once in awhile for a little variety. Wish me luck on this.